October 19, 2009, 9:56 pm
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maybe its the stress of midterms or perhaps the overwhelming relaxation drought of the past few weeks, but i am feeling extremely worn out and as a result am starting to pick myself  and my capabilities a part.  

i am in need of a serious confidence booster. and a hug =/

i am looking at these internship applications and freaking out.  for some reason i have lost my cocky edge and do not think that i am qualified for any of these positions, and to top that off i am having major worries about what im going to do for the rest of my life. asking a 5 year old what they want to be when they grow up, yields better results than asking me.

i have too many books to read and not enough patience to absorb them. i have too many meetings to attend and not enough stamina to focus in them. and all of this is nestled conveniently in-between a two week span of major essays and exams. awesome.  clearly, who ever invented this whole college thing, didn’t take life into account. 

i am really hoping that this is just a menstrual flair of frustration that some midol and sleep will clear up.


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